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Some says that there would be a day (or more) in life that you feel down. I think I feel that so these days, no reason but just frustrated of things that couldn't be done in a way you want. Of course, starting everything new when you're late 30s does make you feel this way...My problem is that my brain never stop working and it keeps thinking and wanting to do things when these things take times. Even if I realized that but you got stuck with your mind. Thats why people is sick , oh no, I hope I won't be sick like that..:) I now understand when people has problem, I think they try to solve their problem but sometimes life is hard..I think I am having that hard time myself. Language as a barrier here first of all, and I really miss things at home, friends, city. But eventho I tried so much to enjoy myself, and I did but thing is missing, a lively place that no where could replace home..No I am not homesick, but I realized the differences. I stopped wondering why people move back home when they get older, I think I would surely be one of them..in the meantime, life has to go on..